Today's post is more of a personal one. Today would have been my little boys first birthday, and I'm missing him terribly! For those of you who don't know, he was stillborn at 29 weeks, a year ago. Some days I don't know how I manage to make it through the day without him, but somehow I do. I can't believe its been a whole year since I held him in my arms. I still have days where I feel like the heartache is never going to end, but those days are becoming less and less frequent! The whole grief process is a funny one. This was the first major loss in my life, and I guess I'm learning to deal with it one day at a time.
Lastly I want to say Happy 1st Birthday to Hudson! I miss you every single day, and I hope Heaven is treating you good! I can't wait until I can finally meet you face to face again! I love you!